He doesn’t understand why they do it.
It’s like they’re stuck in a deep pit.
They know it hurts them,
And they know that he condemns.
What is the reason behind their actions?
Why do they continue doing them even when they see his reactions?
He keeps telling them that it’s bad,
But no one ever listens to him, making him believe that he’s going mad.
He feels like giving up and not caring.
Dropping everything and not being the one who is repairing.
The pain that flows through him,
Makes his eyes go dim.
People keep saying that he looks sad or high,
But he shakes them off by telling them a sweet white lie.
Everything about it, isn’t healthy.
So he just welcomes the fact that he’s a little filthy.